Where do I begin… Here I am with a shattered heart. I lost my son Anthony Colli when he was 22 years old on August 9, 2015. That day, my life changed. That day the world turned dark. My Ant, as I called him, was beyond intelligent, a lover of Russian Literature, of philosophy.. A deep thinker… He felts things so deeply. He reached out to the homeless, knowing what it was like to suffer, and struggle. Ant started with anxiety at a very young age. He self medicated. After going to a sober house (they took away his anti-anxiety medication that was prescribed). Ant found a designer synthetic benzodiazapine on the dark web that ended up taking his life. He is greatly missed for his compassion and his caring soul.
​Forever in my heart. I love you Ant.

by Karen Colli, Ant’s Mom