Forever young! Kala Marie My lil sister the 1 I was supposed to protect and be there for!

I should of been there and if it wasn’t for the fight over me flushing her drugs down the toilet the night before she would still be here today ! She wouldn’t of had to get more drugs and wouldn’t of overdosed ! Or I would of been there for her to help her ! She was so young so beautiful so damn smart and had so much to live for ! She wanted to become a model witch she very well could of done she wanted a family, kids ,she wanted to be a photographer ,a vet assis,and many other things ! Growing up attached at the hips me and her where 2 peas in a pod our parents couldn’t get us to separate ever ! Now without her I’m so lost and confused it’s been so many years since I lost her but feels like just yesterday I was teaching her to crawl ! I have a lifelong permanent scare on my right hand from teaching jer to crawl she put her binki in the old style baseboard heater and i reached in to get It out for her and got 3rd degree burns on the top of my hand. So no matter what I see this scar every single day and think of her ! What she would be doing rite now today if she wasn’t taken from us so young ! She got clean off the substances had just got out of rehab 2 days prior and the night she got home I found drugs in her purse when it was knocked over in front of 20 family members on my grandma’s front porch swing . Every single other family members seen it and just put it back in her purse ! I had to be the one that took it out and flushed it down the toilet ! I never ever liked drugs ! We lost a older sister and a cousin to them just a few years prior ! I wish she was still here ! Still here to start her own family still here to meet my kids ! My family ! G
FOREVER YOUNG NEVER FORGOTTEN ! I never stop thinking about all the could ofs,should ofs ,woulds ofs! Who u coulda been today !